So, before I start this... I know it's upsetting to see when someone's going through things like this, and condolences are always appreciated, but i'm posting it here to get it out. I'm not looking for someone to come in and say sorry or anything like that. If you feel the need, go ahead, if you feel "obligated", don't worry about it.
So, let's start, the week started GREAT... my anxiety from moving to our new apartment at the beginning of the month and all the stress that comes from that had FINALLY gone away, and then i get to work Wednesday, to get a phone call from my boyfriend at just before 7pm crying hysterically and between sobs, I make out "Someone....broke....in....took.....your...ps3 ".
That's right, in the early evening, wednesday night, someone busted through our apartment door and stole my PS3, a laundry basket, took the time to raid through my underwear...., unhook a 3 foot coaxel from the cable box to the tv and take that, and dump a bag of garbage all over the living room floor.
Ok, while yes, this is bad, it's only items, I did my best to not let this get to me too much, cops came, fingerprinted the wii which the thiefs knocked over and the cops decided to finger print it. All i can say is GG
You just got finger print powder all in all of the vents, the ports and the disc bay
Granted, I understand they were just doing their jobs, the only finger prints they'll find are mine because it looked like they knocked it down when grabbing the ps3, most likely shouldered or elbowed it.
But again, all posessions, we have renters insurance!!
The next day, I called my mother back to fill her in, only to find out a guy i went to school with and worked 2 different jobs with when I was in high school died in a motorcycle accident. We were never close, but still... upsetting, especially on top of the previous day.
So then, George decided to call in the insurance claim.... yeah, that renters insurance.. remember that? ......wait... we didn't hit the deductable?? We're getting NOTHING to replace my most expensive items?? yay me....
The money I would have gotten back from the ps3 was going to pay back a friend I owe money to, but alas, now it sits there still being owed and my most expensive possession is gone.
Finally got over this, you know, whatever, crap happens, yeah, I'm unlucky as hell, but meh, can't get any worse....or so they say..... but as we all know.. yes it can. It can get MUCH worse.
There was a cookout at my uncle's today for my grandparents who are up, but I couldn't make it there. You know, getting broken into, the apartment complex still hasn't finished adding all the security measures to our new door that they promised us, so it's fine, I'll go down next month. They're gonna be up all summer (another month and a half).
Only, I call to see how the cookout was, and was abruptly told by a drunk, sobbing, mother that theyre going home early. Apparently my grandmother's condition got worse (she was already in pretty bad shape to begin with), All I could make out between sobs and being yelled at for not being there was something about "waking up" and "blood" and "May not make it another month".
Right now, my anxiety is absolutely through the roof, I JUST dropped my insurance in order to make more money because i haven't been using my insurance and now, I really need something for this anxiety, but alas, i'm gonna have to deal.
Now, I know crap happens and there's nothing we can do about it. That is the case with all of these things that happened this week... but to have them all piled up in the course of 5 days? Sorry, This is just too much for me to handle.
I'm now waiting for my brother who is on the way up to pick me up so i can spend the next 2 days with my grandmother, but UGH!!!!
I seriously think this following week is just gonna be one of those weeks where the only interaction with the world is a smile and nod at anything and anything while just going through the motions.