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06-20-2008   #1 (permalink)
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Some of you may have or may not have read my last rant on the long gone MT.

But alot of people can't keep their efn mouths shut and I'm seriously fed up!

I just broke up with my boyfriend of almost a year....Our 1 year Anni would of been the 26th Lawls.

I practically told him I couldn't handle this stress the drama an people twisted words anymore.

I broke his heart, yet this shit I deal with each an everyday pulls me back an forth, having your friends come to you, ones you thought you could trust, saying Jeff doesn't love you like he used to, It's all your fault for him being like this. You have no idea how bad that hurts. An that was the final straw for me.
Jeff begged and pleated with me, yes it hurt but I have to do whats best for me. I need to get my head straight an Jeff has alot of things he, himself needs to efn fix.

I was doing fine Had went afk for a bit an I came back to talk with one of my friends, but only got cussed out....
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[Conversation started on 06/20/08 17:39:09]
[06/20/08 17:39:09 ] : i know that
[06/20/08 17:39:12 ] : im not allowed to talk anymore
[06/20/08 17:39:22 ] : *sigh* gah
[06/20/08 17:39:28 ] : ill just listen to him and wont say a thing
[06/20/08 17:39:41 ] : we will see what happens in the end
[06/20/08 17:39:43 ] : thats all i say sis
[06/20/08 18:05:04 ] [Ash][Lyn] : TO be honest.
[06/20/08 18:05:11 ] [Ash][Lyn] : I'm just done with all this shit.
[06/20/08 18:05:27 ] : i dun care sis
[06/20/08 18:05:32 ] : you broke his ****in heart
[06/20/08 18:05:35 ] : try to fix that
[06/20/08 18:05:37 ] : if you even care
[06/20/08 18:05:57 ] [Ash][Lyn] : SO ****ing what?
[06/20/08 18:06:13 ] [Ash][Lyn] : You don't ****ing think it hurts me for you ****ing *****es to run your gd mouth?
[06/20/08 18:06:20 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Do you ever take that in to thought?
[06/20/08 18:06:22 ] [Ash][Lyn] : **** no.
[06/20/08 18:06:24 ] : the truth hurts
[06/20/08 18:06:26 ] : DOESNT IT SIS
[06/20/08 18:06:36 ] : the fact that he didnt do a thing
[06/20/08 18:06:39 ] : and thats its all your fault
[06/20/08 18:06:42 ] : IT HURTS HUH
[06/20/08 18:06:45 ] [Ash][Lyn] : You can sit there an act like I'm such a ****ing horrible person but ya know
[06/20/08 18:06:49 ] [Ash][Lyn] : ****ing congrats
[06/20/08 18:06:53 ] [Ash][Lyn] : No more big bad wolf.
[06/20/08 18:06:56 ] : HE DIDNT DO A ****IN THING
[06/20/08 18:06:57 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Kthxzbaii
[06/20/08 18:07:01 ] : ITS YOUR FAULT
[06/20/08 18:07:23 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Explain how the hell this is my fault?
[06/20/08 18:07:27 ] : you
[06/20/08 18:07:29 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Getting tried of all this shit?
[06/20/08 18:07:31 ] : started to yell at him
[06/20/08 18:07:36 ] : didnt wanna take the time
[06/20/08 18:07:37 ] [Ash][Lyn] : So I give up an say **** it?
[06/20/08 18:07:39 ] : to explain what real happend
[06/20/08 18:07:45 ] : and insulted him got mad and broke up
[06/20/08 18:07:46 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Lol Yeah thats my ****ing falut.
[06/20/08 18:07:55 ] : YOU CANT ****IN UNDERSTAND THAT EVERY GUY WOULD ACT LIKE THAT
[06/20/08 18:08:02 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Lol I didn't yell at him
[06/20/08 18:08:09 ] : thats what you said last night
[06/20/08 18:08:12 ] [Ash][Lyn] : I sent him a E-mail an told him THIS MORNING
[06/20/08 18:08:28 ] [Ash][Lyn] : I didnt wanna talk about it he tried I yelled at him later today when he pushed the ****ing iusses.
[06/20/08 18:08:34 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Get your ****ing facts straight.
[06/20/08 18:08:37 ] : duh he is upset
[06/20/08 18:08:47 ] : you broke his heart so many times
[06/20/08 18:08:53 ] : i wonder what he ever saw in you tas
[06/20/08 18:08:55 ] : *tasz
[06/20/08 18:09:06 ] : i had it with you breakin his heart
[06/20/08 18:09:12 ] : you can act all tough by sayin
[06/20/08 18:09:14 ] : i dont give a ****
[06/20/08 18:09:21 ] : you actin like this
[06/20/08 18:09:24 ] : hurts him more
[06/20/08 18:09:39 ] : you
[06/20/08 18:09:40 ] { : are
[06/20/08 18:09:41 ] : to
[06/20/08 18:09:43 ] : stupid
[06/20/08 18:09:43 ] : to
[06/20/08 18:09:47 ] : understand
[06/20/08 18:09:47 ] : him
[06/20/08 18:09:55 ] : so rly
[06/20/08 18:10:02 ] : go on and say **** this
[06/20/08 18:10:15 ] [Ash][Lyn] : LOL
[06/20/08 18:10:16 ] : screw you sis, rly
[06/20/08 18:10:18 ] { : drop dead
[06/20/08 18:10:22 ] [Ash][Lyn] : THis is the ****ing shit Im talking aout
[06/20/08 18:10:29 ] [Ash][Lyn] : STAYOF OUR ****ING BIZ.
[06/20/08 18:10:34 ] [Ash][Lyn]{ I'm So Jaded} : GO baww to someone else.
[06/20/08 18:10:34 ] : ITS MY ****IN BRO
[06/20/08 18:10:41 ] : I CAN TALK WHENEVER I WANT TO
[06/20/08 18:10:47 ] : EVEN IF JEFF ASKED ME NOT TO
[06/20/08 18:10:50 ] : YOUR MAKIN ME ANGRY
[06/20/08 18:11:01 ] [Ash][Lyn] : I don't ****ing care if I hur t him because you stupid ****s keep ****ing him an I over hurting us both so ****ing gg to all you dumb ass *****es.
[06/20/08 18:11:08 ] : YOU DONT GET HURT
[06/20/08 18:11:11 ] : YOU DONT GIVE A **** BOUT IT
[06/20/08 18:11:12 ] [Ash][Lyn] : I DON'T CARE IF YOU ANGRY.
[06/20/08 18:11:18 ] [Ash][Lyn] : Look at how your ****ing attacking me
[06/20/08 18:11:23 ] [Ash][Lyn] : God grow some ****ing balls.
[06/20/08 18:11:27 ] : HE SAYS IM GONNA KILL MYSELF
[06/20/08 18:11:35 ] : THINK IM GONNA LET THAT HAPPEN
[06/20/08 18:11:42 ] : YOU GROW MORE EMOTIONS
[06/20/08 18:11:43 ] : YOU RLY NEED EM
[06/20/08 18:12:01 ] : GRRR
[06/20/08 18:12:09 ] : THNX ALOT FOR GETTIN ME ANGRY
[06/20/08 18:12:13 ] : IM ****IN GONNA BLAME YOU
[06/20/08 18:12:16 ] : IF I BREAK MY LEGS
[06/20/08 18:12:21 ] : DROP DEAD!!!!!!!!
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Yeah..Cussing at me because I broke up with him, and I broke his heart. Uhh all you litte gits running around saying this crap,causing us to have these awful fights broke MY HEART COUNTLESS TIMES!
I said I don't efn care is because if I DO CARE you'll play on that an try to freaking gulit trip me. I LOVE JEFF GD IT! But Im sick of all this GD SHIT! You think its my ef fault? When I've been toyed around with so much? You don't even know half the crap he's done, how curl he gets when he's upset. You see only what you want to. You listen to one side an thats it! I have ****ing feelings too, an rather than bawwing about it, I lock them away an go into something called Lock down where I show NO EMOTIONS till I get my mind straight.
I've cried for hours cus of this crap, and attacking me cussing at me just because of something you clearly have no idea of will NOT make it better so STAY THE **** OUT! MY HEART GOT BROKEN TOO!

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Pretty lame. He'll live, but you're in the teen range right? They act as if they found their "someone" in the early years to feel cared for by at least someone, and taking that away suddenly ends their existence. However, that's why one should live for their own self first, then worry about caring for someone. Being dependent on you is why he's in a rut, but damn his friends are being punks by trying to guilt trip you. Good thing you're not one to fall for it, then it just leads to your unhappiness as well.
Anyway, he'll get over it, but since he's young wouldn't expect him to leave you alone and try to piss you off somehow >_> or his friends will. Try to relax 8D
 
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Lol After I wrote this rant I felt SO much better JC, but to answer your question. I'm almost 20 an Jeff has just turned 18. I know he'll be fine cus we've taken our breaks before an he's gave me the whole " I have nothing to live for then" stuff and he gets back to normal.

As for his friends its really only one person, they need to stfu and stop trying to place the blame on me. Yeah I broke Jeff's heart but this shit has hurt me also, might as well release the rest of my pent up anger on blowing people's heads off in Halo @_@
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He's still a kid, adolescents take things harder.
 
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Hello. Sorry you felt pissed *staring at the tags* and were attacked and cussed at. I wish you luck and better success in the next relationship. Preferably someone not 18.
 
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Oh my, what a jacknut. He's the main manipulator in all this. You did what you had to do. Hopefully the stress clears. ;o
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Ignore his brother. What's the worst that he can do besides cuss at you? Seriously, Jeff's brother is SO immature. As for Jeff, you said that you were having problems with him being angry and that he was cruel to you. Um, I don't know what you mean by cruel. Whether it's emotionally cruel or physically cruel, it doesn't matter...what matters is that you shouldn't go through that and for your own sake you should keep yourself safe and happy. I betcha that you'll find someone else that treats you with the respect and love that you deserve~
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I never read your first rant so I don`t think I get the whole story, but I think you should tell that person what you told to us instead of cussing at each other the whole time @__@. (Unless they already know. If so, feel free to ignore post 8D.)
 
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@ BobCan't really after they cussed me out they blocked me on msn. But my friend talked to them but it don't change a thing. D<

@ Leenalia, Yes sometimes Jeff is mean, but I really don't blame him. Most of the time people get upset an take it out on others. He has said he's sorry for how he treated me. But I didn't leave him cus our relationship was efed up or anything. Im just sick of the he said she said bawwing about what I do, people bawwing to me saying he's cheating or that we're broken up when we're not or trying to break us up. To much for me to handle.
Jeff is a wonderful guy, just something has to be done
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I never read your first rant so I don`t think I get the whole story, but I think you should tell that person what you told to us instead of cussing at each other the whole time @__@. (Unless they already know. If so, feel free to ignore post 8D.)
I agree with this. I know you're both upset, but all the yelling and **** just made you both feel worse. If you're upset that people are being biased and judgmental towards you, then maybe you could consider telling them your side of the story.
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@ Cath, tired that also, but all this guy is focused on is "OMG YOU HURT MY FRIEND EF YOU GO DAI"
Yesterday he was talking to me and got his information wrong, I explained it an he was pretty much "Whatever it's still you fault." Jeff didn't do anything as stated before I can't handle the drama. The person couldnt take it into thought about how wtf him and his little posse was saying effected Jeff and I. But mew, I've yet to discused this matter with Jeff.
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