That is really bad, Light. I really do hope everything goes well for you and you can find what what's going on. Surgery is always pretty risky and sometimes complications can arise different from what was expected, but, hopefully everything turns out fine and its nothing too serious.
I only have so much power to go mad with. As for myself I'm still recovering from my surgery but I have been hitting the books hard to get education done up for when I am physically able to work again.