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Hello everyone! How have you been? Amazing my last post was only 3 weeks ago when it feels like over a year. So much happened recently. Yesterday, a house two streets away from my house was on fire. My sister and I got to see the firefighters break the windows down and everything. Got a new car yesterday and a job recently. I actually made up with my gf last week and had a great time celebrating my birthday together. But with all the good things, there is also the stroke of bad luck I'm having....

Been a pretty rough week. Good news, I was inspired after watching the epic fight, and I mean epic, between Karen and her brother araragi in Nisemonogatari. I decided to do handstands as well. After two days of training, I'm doing pretty good even after that little tumble into the sofa and wall haha. Goal: walk on hands and do crazy psycho kicks and grab things with my legs. Not like a monkey though. Gonna try to do pushups upside down while doing handstands. Gravity and body weight straining...

If the video doesn't work. Here is the linky.
Credits to MagicDarkIight, the maker of the video.

This song really spoke to me when my lover and I were fighting last Friday. It brought me to my senses real quickly. Who would be okay with ending the day angry with their significant other?

Drove all the way to the marketplace just to come back with nothing...I don't know what I was thinking. Also can't decide whether or not to have my talk with a certain someone yet. I don't want to cause anymore unnecessary trouble for my lover since she is already really sick.

In other news, looks like my old Latin teacher was talking about the Valentine thing again. The kid that sits behind me in class has her and he was telling people it used to be a huge smex party day. Sounds...

Almost forgot I'm supposed to keep our problems private. Well, meeting never happened because she was also absent today. Received a Valentines rose today. People deliver them during first period for like 1 or 2 dollars with a note attached. Hehe I'm overjoyed with it, but I'm still a bit gloomy not being able to see or talk to her.

I put a handmade flower bead bracelet, a valentine's card that I drew with a poem I wrote inside, also a calendar binder thing with each day saying one...