Degoutant

I don't know what I'm doing here but it's so difficult to talk to somebody neutral.
I'll keep it short.

Okay so I've lately met a pretty nice guy, really nice. And yeah, he turned out to become quite a good friend. But as our relationship grows, he suddenly became 'You're more than just a friend to me' - type of guy. It sucks. I really tried to hint that he's "just" a nice friend to me, but everytime I do this... he becomes disappointed and sad especially because he's...

Stupid questions towards me get either one of those reactions:

1. Stupid answers
2. Sarcastic answers
3. Rage

It's true, I have been very pathetic these days. I feel horrible and ashamed. It's pathetic.

Why? Well...

1. hiding from classmates and your ex co-workes at your current work
2. saying hi to people, who don't greet you back and make you stand there like a crazy fan girl or just like an idiot
3. letting old creepy men hit on you
4. spending your whole summer break with yammering about how boring life is
5. denying the fact that you're...

I guess I am back to blogging after the latest rant I've just written (which fails lol).
Anything new? Well nothing really, I have summer break. Soon to be in grade twelve.
I dunno, actually I just decided to blog, because I have the feeling that it'd give my summer vacation more sense. I basically have no real fun plans anymore, since my first plans got cancelled. I wanted to go to spain for your information.
Oh well, I guess I will have to spend my time working. I have two...

I really cannot stand you anymore.
I SERIOUSLY DON'T GET WHY THE HELL YOU ALWAYS EAT EVERYTHING UP? I mean look, really, if you don't do anything but gaming then YOU SHOULD AT LEAST TRY TO CONTROL YOUR APPETITE TO A HEALTHY DEGREE. I mean it's not like you're a pig or something.
OK, actually I don't give a sh*t whether you get fat and die afterwards, IT'S RATHER, ..DO YOU HAVE TOMATOES ON YOUR EYES? DIDN'T you see that those groceries WERE mine?
Yesterday, you ate up my ingredients...