It's sad how...

[Rpgslave]

-Edited out because I really don't want to see that anymore-

[Crave]

Just say F it and get over it. Death is not enjoyable and that is what lifes about, enjoying the time you have here. Use your mind for somthing useful for the next generations.

lol, to take your topic in complete detail its telling me that you cant send an email, you cant cut vegetables and you cant do your laundrey.

Have fun with the time you have, in order to accomplish somthing, all you need to do is "KNOW YOU CAN". If you think about how you may mess up then you will mess up.

Words of wisdom: What I reccomend for you is finding an idol. They dont even have to know they are your idol. If you look up to someone and try to act like them (everyone does it) you will be able to mold your personality and characteristics to fallow that "idol's" path.

[NoeJeko]

You may hate me for this, but it's in your best interest.

I taken steps in an attempt to get rescue units to your house. I just hope they arrive in time.

[Miyuki]

Cheer up buddy, get some cool drinks or sweet drinks.

Get a paper, and sketches like ...mad man on that paper, or get a squeeze doll to release your anger, hope that helps

[zgmfx19a]

Seeing how this is not posted in random, I think you are in need of some professonal help...

[Ethane]

Suicide solves nothing and I hope Noe's efforts got you the help you need

[NoeJeko]

I confirmed with the local police department that they had located him and sent help. They told me that they cannot tell me what happens for privacy reasons. I hope he's alright.

[eD3N]

Hmm

swallowing things...throwing up...knives...bleach

doesn't sound good

[Miyuki]

Originally Posted by NoeJeko

I confirmed with the local police department that they had located him and sent help. They told me that they cannot tell me what happens for privacy reasons. I hope he's alright.

I hope he's ok.

Also, noe, good work!

[!]

[Crave]

He never ever mentioned anything about killing himself. Like I said in my first post, all he is stating is he can never do anything correctly and he goes into small details with objects or actions he has taken which could easily be (if we dont just jump to a suicide note) taken a different way.

He cant hit send - could mean anything from email to msn message
Throwing up? maybe he's sick
Knives arent sharp enough? maybe he cant cut his bread
He states he probably used the wrong kind of bleach - .. this could be laundrey.
All he ever seems to do is wait? We all wait for somthing every now and again.

He doesn't say anything about taking his own life, he just states that he cannot do anything right and goes into small details. I honestly believe that this person was going to come back and read these posts and then say "What makes you think I was committing suicide?"

If he honestly meant this to be taken as a suicide note, I'm sure he would of stated somewhere in this thread that he wants to kill himself.

This is just how easy we can jump to conclusions.

[NoeJeko]

Originally Posted by RPGSlave

It was the first night I actually went through with it, too. My body always seems to fight against me. For once I figured I might have hope, hope that it will all end. Knowing my stupidity I probably used the wrong kind of bleach.

This line tells me that he did something. I don't care if people disagree with my action here. If he had done something, and I did nothing, I wouldn't be able to look myself in the mirror. Since I did do something, even if people hate me for it, I can sleep soundly at night.

Suicidal messages aren't something to be taken lightly.

[Bob]

In, this situation, I would always assume it is real, just for my own sake. What would it hurt if it was fake and I believed it?

Anyways, I hope he`s alright.

[xXPwnageXx]

If this is fake: *E-Slap*

if this is real: hope you're all right and suicide is never the answer

[Crave]

Dont worry Noe, I am not questioning your judgment, I am just believing this thread is here to dupe us.

But I can break down that paragraph too.

Maybe he was hoping he could move out so he didn't have to do chores any more such as the laundrey.

One thing though, last time I checked, there is only 2 kinds of Bleach. There may be different brands but Bleach is Bleach. The 2nd would have to be the popular anime/manga.

[n00bE]

Originally Posted by NoeJeko

This line tells me that he did something. I don't care if people disagree with my action here. If he had done something, and I did nothing, I wouldn't be able to look myself in the mirror. Since I did do something, even if people hate me for it, I can sleep soundly at night.

Suicidal messages aren't something to be taken lightly.

If I (and most of us here on MOG) were in your shoes we probably would have done the same and contacted help immediately.

Hopefully hes alright and didnt get the chance to.... I just hate seeing these kind of things because so many people I know and so many people around me have tried to commit suicide. Also professional help can help greatly

[Crave]

Suicide is worthless. I dont understand what the point of it even is. When I was 10, suicide didn't even exist to me. If I had a problem, I faced it head on with all my strength and charisma. What should you do? Be strong and plow your own path in life. Suicide is no answer to no problem.

[Ildanach]

Yeah, sadly we don't have time to sit and think through every single possibilities and interpret every single line when a person lives could be involved.

Spare me your obvious wisdom, Crave.

Props to Noe, be it a correct or false decision to take.

[John]

how is this going?
does anyone knows?

[Ascherit]

:/

I'm really shocked to hear what you went through, RPG.

Please be alright.

[Rpgslave]

Yes I am alright, and yes Noe did do the right thing and I'm glad he did it. Luckily I didn't drink enough to do any harm, and I am going to be getting help. All of it's still kind of surreal to me, but I'm going to be fine.