Okay.. So, I have a boyfriend now and we both really love each other very much. Anyways, I can't help but to feel jealous over his ex because its been almost a year he broke up with him (the peace kind) and he still keeps his pictures in his flash-drive, (I know LMAO).. Yeah, not only that, he STILL texting him.. T_T
They usually went out together in the middle of the night going idk.
He did told me though about his ex.. Like how/what/why it was happened. (For your info, his ex already married with a girl and moved)..
Even though, he assured me that they both have absolutely no other feelings to each other (i doubt it) and both of them JUST a CLOSE FRIEND but I cna't help to think that he's actually still in love with him.
I don't want to be the freak who force his lover to forget about his ex or I'll bla bla.. No. I'm not kind of person.. I tried to think rationally, as in, they both REALLY are friends and have nothing more than that. But EVERY TIME I sees his picture or saw my boyfriend texting with him.. It really hurts me.. It feels like my boyfriend toying with my feelings. ,/ams,lfdkfad
ARGH. IDK... It just hurts too much for me.
I didn't tell him my true feelings about their 'relationship' because I don't want to hurt him, I WANTED TO TRUST HIM. But good Lord.. It's hard.
I need help.. Is it a right thing to do telling him to stop texting/calling to his ex? Or just ignore it completely?
I don't want to lose him because of my jealously and trust issue BUT I don't want to lose him because I let him went back to his ex. T_T
Please, no flaming/trolling/joking around.