Most embarrassing thing ever. I bet I just brought down more accusations on myself when I was trying to fend them off. rofl. If they still continue after a year + then idk what to do. Evidently I don't even care enough anymore what people think...if they say I'm a fake, then whatever. Most of them don't even know me, so how would they know?
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I bet you'll forget, and when you do, that'll really hurt. Just so you know. In fact, I bet you won't even come on that day. You never cared, and I know it..it would mean so much to me if you'd just remember. Even if you hate me, just remember.. I don't even know what I'll do with myself anymore..I used to count the days and years and months and blah. Now what the hell will I do when I turn 18? I'll tell you what. I'll go bake a cake and throw it in the ****ing trash. It'll be tiramisu too. You know I've never tried this hard in ANY relationship, and you just throw it in the trash. I know you don't care, no matter what they say. They just don't want me to care.. and as much as I really hate how you turned on me like that without a reason, I know the reason. It's because you did not care. I wish you could've told me you just didn't like me anymore or something...because you just made it harder on me bringing it up subtly when I went to you in my time of need.
Last edited by Sunniiee; 07-16-2012 at 03:33 PM.
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