I'm not fond of judging others, I already did end up hurt 'cause I judged you wrong, opened up to you, trusted you. It couldn't be helped, even though I got everything right in the end, you kept turning your back on me; even though I made myself clear about my disposition towards you, you keep turning your back on me. I don't trust you anymore, at least not enough to tell how I'm feeling lately, you shunned me the last time I did it, even told me to stop, even though you said you liked me a lot as a friend and that it was fine for me to talk to you.
I'm afraid of trying to get to you, of being left behind over and over again. It's a nightmare to see you walk by without even looking at me or saying anything.
I take it that you're fine, since you don't seem to be upset about it. I just don't want to lose you, since you managed to become someone significant in my life - I consider you the best friend I ever had.
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Last edited by NiBo; 06-02-2012 at 11:13 PM.
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