Once again you make your way back into my mind, silent memories that bring back mournful tears of things i could only dream and hope for. Why did you have to be so cruel? Telling others how you wish i was around and then when i am you completely change into this beast i dont even know.
I have been told by them before what you really said about me and yet you refuse to even show it. Why do you hide in the shadows and make it so hard for me to reach you? I always tried to get you to come out and greet me but you just always saw it as me avoiding you and in turn hurting me. You always claimed all we ever do is fight when that is not the case at all, how can you lie like that? Does it not bother you to spew out such stories of how things are so horrible and you are just trying to live your life? What about me and the others? Why must you be so selfish... I swear thinking about you makes my heart ache but i just cant leave you out in the cold, i just cant let you go... So i stand by my promise, i'll be here if you need me, just call out my name.