don't know where you're getting these ideas
but she's wouldn't do something stupid like that
she's not a gold digger, either
our relationship is going great btw lol
I am done with you, have fun spreading out more lies because you are "bored", as you said. You did it way too often, for weeks and months, now don't think a simple "Sorry" is going to fix this again. I don't know what you gain when you do this, especially when it's to persons you, as YOU told me yourself, don't like at all and even talked bad about them to me. But I guess you do that with everyone. I'm out of this game.
I seem to not understand how someone would go tell the person they have talked bad about numerous times a lie and yet be friends when you seem to have hated him and even when I asked you have you talked to him you denied, said you hate him and more. I'm at a loss for words, just hope you are honest and say the truth at the end, it's not like back in the days where anything you'd say everyone would just go crazy and start fighting eachother. Their seems to be more maturity and you'd have to have a valid explanation for the things you say now.
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Your birthday was 3 days ago... I remember it every year. However, i didnt say it this year... i dont feel any less for you than i always have but i feel heartbroken that you dont even try.
It brings me to tears to even think of it but it so occupies my mind and i cant let it go..
Why must you torment me so? Why couldnt you be kind to me like i always wished for you to.. to show me that you still care about me.
I guess im just asking for too much again, it always seemed that way even though all i ever wanted was to see you smile at me and tell me that you appreciate all the things i did for you.
I expressed myself and hid nothing from you yet i feel like ive been used. Just used for whatever kindness and care i could give to you.. did you truely really care about me? If so then how could you easily just toss me aside like i was no one..
To prove to you how patient i really am, ive always told you i am here if you ever wish to seek me out. I just cant run anymore... i always feel like i mess up when i finally get to see you. Why am i so miserable? Why am i so stupid... was i selfish? Please forgive me i'll do anything to see you smile again.. to hear your laughter and true expression of happiness.. Just please dont hurt me anymore.
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You're back to me thinking you're stupid. Everything you say or do, regardless of what it is, is stupid.
And just because I'm not talking -because you're stupid- doesn't mean I'm not alright. I just simply don't want to talk to you, for fear of hearing your stupid voice responding to whatever I say in a stupid manner... 'cause you're stuuuuupid.
I shall continue being immature like this.. (:
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[11:08:17 PM] Gary: aye
[11:08:19 PM] Gary: are
[11:08:20 PM] Gary: you
[11:08:21 PM] Gary: busy
[11:09:43 PM] Rachel.: Noope
[11:10:00 PM] Rachel.: Just watching things that are so cute and sweet
[11:10:09 PM] Rachel.: I may have diabetes now
[11:10:15 PM] Rachel.: It's a possibility
[11:10:21 PM] Gary: So
[11:10:29 PM] Gary: what you're saying is you found my baby pictures?
[11:10:33 PM] Rachel.: LOOOL
[11:10:35 PM] Rachel.: KAY
[11:10:36 PM] Gary: LOL
You're rushing me. You're pushing me into a corner where I can't run. I really need all the time I can get to decide. One wrong decision and I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I don't have that kind of money to fix things that easily.
I JUST NEED MORE TIME, MY PACE. 10 years, 100 years, all the time I need.
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