Sorry I'm just being mad at myself about this, I just can't really accept this but I have to...It's not like your going to change your mind within a day or later on. I just have to get used of this status...Even though it will kill me and I just have stop thinking about it. Though it's getting hard stop thinking about it since I'll always worry about you. I know I'm dumbass and a jackass about this but still..I just still love you and Im pretty much putting that aside when I talk to you, but Keep in mind...its really hard for me to hide it....Cause your so great...
I just wish in the future we'll come back together and be happy but sadly I'm not a psychic .__.
We had a lot of things so great...until it went so complicated to the point it was really a struggle for the both us until there was no heart to it what so ever, I would admit that really broke me down. Again I know I'll be a dumbass to say this but you'll never find a guy like me or a guy who can you love as much as I do. I'm just worry that some other guy will just use you or abuse in some other way or just to piss you off to the max more then I do. Just remember you have a special place in my heart. I will never forget a Cute British Girl that I've dated for over a year cause she was really special to me and I'll never forget her til the end of time. You are my angel, Your are my light, you are my princess,...You are my neko...~ I love you and I still do but I just wish you feel the same way for me then things will get better but sadly my wish won't come true or any time soon...Mazuiko I love you with all my heart and my soul....I just wish we'll come back together, and be happy again...A lot things in common and we had a hell of a good time. I just want you back...so badly..., I love you Mazuiko...

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P.S: I'm sorry for everything and I'm sorry for myself...