Is something wrong with me?
guys, is something wrong with me? is there's anything I need to change in? I don't want to be left out, I'm a member of this guild, I didn't join for nothing
I know, I had been afking a lot to guild, however, it's because I go with friends, preferably those that gets along with me easily, if not I'm just bored and browsing around the internet or doing other stuffs
yes, I know, I haven't been talking to guild a lot, however, when I want to talk, sometimes the conversation is too fast for me to slip in, if not, there's nobody talking at all and I find myself pointless to talk
I try to get in, but all I end up I think is just lol and o.o and whatever, I try to say what I know or I can say too, even if I wasn't the one asked, I sometimes answer random, my intentions aren't interrupting your conversation, my intentions are to join them and try to get where we talking. Sometimes this isn't easy either, because I haven't been listening enough when I jump in. I don't start any myself because either I got nothing to talk about or I haven't done anything that anyone would appreciate (like training or anything).
maybe I'm not giving enough time here lately. Yes, I'm with friends a lot, I wish I didn't had my friends spread out, but I can't leave them just for guild, my best friend is on another guild, I won't go there because that guild is very inactive, becomes worse. I know this guild is active, I just seem busy or not talking at all, I know the feeling, but please, don't change towards me because of the way I am.
all this is affecting my mood, please let me know if there's anything I should change myself in or if there's something I can participate in, help in, assist in, or anything.