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a bit undecided..a bit lost.. something is missing yet i dunno what it is -.-;;

Posted 08-31-2009 at 11:04 AM by YukitchiSan
I was able to get acquainted with my highschool friends 2 days ago...

It was fun listening to their stories and experiences as they struggle over their college life..

Im a bit envy at the same time kinda jealous because they were able to realize what they want right before they enter college...

Making a computer game is my dream since I was still in highschool...it never came to me to take Business course because I am not really interested on how the economy moves...

I really didnt know on what kind of bad air strikes me and made me decide to take up business course -.-;;;..

When I started college, I decided that I will finish this course that I took... it really did tempted me to shift to another course because I am not happy taking the course that I dont want....but since I dont want to put into waste the financial support that my parents gave me, I just decided to continue what I took...

and now, Im already on my senior year in college...almost graduating.... I was able to get what I want here in college... its like, everything I have wished for is just appearing right before me in an instant..and yet, i dunno..I kinda feel that something is lacking... it feels like that something is not right..something is missing eventhough i dont know what it is...

the only thing I know is that I am not happy anymore...

right after I graduate, i dont know anymore what will I do... I have already decided to take up my 2nd course while taking up my masterals degree...but as I am grasping to the near end, it feels like i dont want to pursue on what I've planned...i dont know why... It feels like, taking up masterals wont make me even happier...

they told me to be contented on what I have right now because it is the secret of a happy person.... does that mean i should be contented on the course i took eventhough im not happy about it...

my dad asked me several times already about my plan... before, whenever he asked me about my plans, i can answer quickly and he was do happy because he told me I am a woman of ambition...but right now, i dont know anymore...right now, whenever he asks me on what are my plans, I can no longer answer.....

yet what is it that i am lacking that can fulfill this emptiness of mine.. i got everything I want.. I got everything what i wanted to happen.... and yet it feels something is lacking...and I dont know what the **** it is................. zzzzz,, shet.....


im going to mind my own emo world until i find out what the hell is missing -.-;;;


Q___Q..damn what is it >;

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