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It was a year ago. I remember it well. It is the reason the rain holds so many memories for me.

It was on the train. I was there, on the crowded train, ready to relax. My work was not hard, merely tedious, tedious and tiring. Many hours I had to stay on my feet, until my calves felt like they would cramp, and the soles of my feet were...

i go to buy groceries right after my last blog about everything going wrong, and my cards declined... walk over to the ATM and find out my cards been deactivated.
Call the bank,, ask whats going on, and find out that theres a charge for .01 from tuesday while i was at work, the penny was paid to "Jesse James"


now trying to explain to my stupid ass boyfriend who is my partner in the joint account that the bank isnt the ones who took it and that theyre not...

i am a walking disaster...

i get a raise, close the first night, and get royally *****ed out because its 10 minutes after close, and were just now walking out the door.... gee... i took 5 minutes longer than people who have been closing for years and all because we are 20 dollars short because you screwed up... back off b**ch!

that was warning one for money being short....

then my glasses break out of nowhere..... then 2nd night closing, your drawer is...

I know.. i KNOW it's HER money. and she can do anything she want with it... although she's 16 so that probably means her mom's money. or dad. or whoever.

anyway, anyone who knows about ball joint dolls (BJDs) know it's an expensive hobby. I do not think it's a waste of money to buy BJDs. and i understand sometimes you buy a doll and you can't bond with it so you sell...

but there's this one girl who sells constantly. and the thing is I have bonded with one of her dolls...

Oh I got my hearings back...hoorah...for after...3-4 days lives in 'almost' silent world Q___Q...it was ...pretty...ugh.

Anyway, my left side hearing seems recovered, a bit...while my right ear, still feel painful Q_Q...after took some meds ...

And...still need to eat those meds anyway

Oh...and I need to get my assignments finished soon, probably 2nite or tomorrow, and pass up @ Monday or Tuesday x3.

And I need to study for both of my interviews...