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Trying to figure out just what is going on in my head.

Posted 11-14-2008 at 05:47 PM by Point
Ever since I started feeling there are too much stuff in my head and I have to put them down somewhere, I started making notes of some thoughts I go through. This is what I have so far after a month. Stuff in " " are not written by me, I just copied the quote.

-people only listen to what they want to hear
-look...the hint of gentle green between the blazing red of the sunset and the everlasting blue in the sky
-"I am not who I think I am, I am not who you think I am, I am who I think you think I am."
-walking the fine line of being patient and plain ignoring you
-if I say, screw life, what would your reaction be?
-exodus of little black specks in the sky
-"Pain has an element of blank
It cannot recollect when it began
Or if there was a day when it was not
It has no future but itself
Its infinite realm contains its past
Enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain"
-maybe...I enjoy sadness, like those who likes horror movies and being scared
-find it hard to choose a career path because everything seems pointless
-intelligence leads to misery...at least for me
-"Suck it up and stop thinking everyone in the world is looking at you."
-middle, neutral, zero, detached
-always so tired
-"there are always two choices ... One is easy. And its only reward is that it's easy."
-"Shared joy is double joy. Shared sorrow is half sorrow."
-"Please hear what I'm not saying."
-"From what we get we can make a living, what we give, however, makes a life."
-ethocentrism - one group judges other groups based on the standards of their own.
-laziness - unwillingness to do/commit to anything
-lack of emotion - from too much or too little attention from parents. so which one am I?...
-ppl will mostly likely confide in something wether it be their own mind, writings, pets, things that don't understand what they're saying, but listens. So if a person were to be only listening, not being judgemental, would it be possible the person confiding can rid himself of self-consciousness?
-irratated by ignorance, hates explaining stuff. this is perhaps a lust for power over others? which leads to perfectionism.
-it's always "why" - why do I do this, who do they do that...it fills up the bulk of my day
-"Because if that is so, you must spend every waking hour in mortal agony, for life is full of unanswerable questions."
-what I do most of the time is think, and when I'm not thinking, I'm trying not to think
-repressed anger
-If you ask, is there a problem. I will say yes. If you ask, what is the problem. I will say I don't know.
-we are very alone in this world if you think about how far we have to go before finding other lives in the universe
-do not try to understand me, for even I don't understand me

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