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I'm sorry... [am I really this weak willed?]

Posted 10-28-2011 at 09:09 PM by kmelfina
Updated 10-29-2011 at 10:09 AM by kmelfina (addition:)
Here goes the midnight revelations... on my faith, or lack of it.

I don't really know if it's either "thinking" or "easily manipulated" when it comes down to it.

At least a year ago I came across atheist youtube channels out of boredom and have been listening to them ever since. Months (or even years) I was never really serious about my Catholic upbringings. From being in a Lutheran Elementary Private school to constant Sunday school classes during junior highschool onward in Virginia. It never really clicked to me on being a full believer, I just went on with church since it's just what family does. I never really immersed myself in it, and treated the Bible as a book with important messages of living life and all the other scary stories ignored/censored in church.

I don't really know if I believe anymore, especially into account that I learned more about the origins of religion from various youtube channels with sources. It came to a point of pulling off a Hermoine Granger: I mean, you could claim that anything's real if the only basis for believing in it is that nobody's proved it doesn't exist!.

My sister renounced her faith and went Deist, and then got the threat of hell from my parents >_<;

After fully reading the Bible for the 1st time myself, it's amazing what I missed out on or never bothered to question. So yeah I'm at "that stage". I understand there are those who are a part of a faith and I respect that. As for me I'm just going to stroll through life living without. Not going to church, not feeling a carpenter 2,000 years ago was a Messiah of some sort, and especially not going to slap a "God dun it" to explain the point of "Singularity" before the Big Bang.

Well here's one reason I left, my church was kinda like this x_x;

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