Life is chewing me up and spitting me back out.

Posted 10-04-2010 at 06:22 PM by Bob

BOB. IS. TIRED.

Viruses on my beautiful beloved laptop that is my life and more.
Beautiful laptop that is my life and more is at a crawling speed.
Personal issues keep popping up, draining me out, and keeping my temper short and explosive.
School is saying HAHAH! YOU THOUGHT 15 UNITS IS 15 UNITS?! No, fool. It is 10,000 units.
Design class is tough. And when I mean though, I mean, the hardest class I have taken so far. So much work, so much energy, so little output. How?
Projects on the side. I have projects on the side. LOL. Bob wanted to take on the world. I am paying for being so brave.
Stomach has been hurting (but luckily, finally, getting better) for over a month. That means no food, no energy, pain, and draining of everything that I have (energy, motivation, etc.)
Add all the things up. It means no sleep tonight, tomorrow night, and maybe the night after. And I have a final on Thursday.
Conclusively, life is testing me right now. It is throwing EVERYTHING that I cannot take at me. I am sick, I am tired, my OCD is going CRAZY because my laptop is dying on me. It is taking away my time, taking away my energy, and throwing just tons of work at me.

Solution: No sleep. Work hard. Prove that I'm finally serious and dedicated towards a goal. How motivated am I? A good amount. Not all the way. My OCD really is driving me crazy.

Bob