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And so I've now lost all faith in someone

Posted 10-06-2008 at 02:18 PM by Dani
What the title says.

This is somewhat linked to my mini rant, Just about had it.

Someone who I used to talk to a lot back in grades 6/7 added me to his msn the other day and asked for a link to DA. Without giving any thought as to why he would want it, I gave him the link.

A few days later, I found my DA flooded with flames relating to some habits of mine ( I'm trying to let go of them now though).

He was bashing the fact that I draw in anime, aswell as my drawing style. He was talking as though he knew everything about me now, but was only talking about the "me" from grades 6 and 7. I've changed a lot since then, yet still hold a few of teh interests and habits I had back then.

He had no right to do that, he has no reason to bash me like that when I have done nothing wrong.

Why do people do these things? Why do they discriminate against someone simply because they may have done a few stupid things in life, or they simply aren't into the same things like 80% of people nowadays are into? I want to move on and get a job, as well as finish up my volunteer hours for graduation, but I also want to move on with my art style and try to do a more realistic approach on it... But its people like this who are holding me back. I'm scared of the littlest things people may say to me based on my actions, I'm scared even more people will hate me and discriminate against me simply because I'm "different".

I'm a coward.

I want to move on with my life so badly...

I'm sorry for sounding like a terribly pathetic person, but after all the things people have done to me in the past I've just... lost all confidence in myself. Because of that, I stay home all the time (due to above reasons and well, this city just doesn't have programs for things I'm into... well, there's singing lessons which i want to get into so badly, but my parents say its too expensive and won't let me go... so... yeah...), and so people mock me for this.

I guess I really am hopeless...

What should I do? I know I shouldn't let this get to me... but...

I'm sorry.

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  1. Haiko's Avatar
    DANIIIIII ;_______; /hug

    You know a bunch of people already said that, even I did, but just move on, like you want to.
    You don't have to dump yourself because of people who try to do that. Keep your chin up. People who do things like this is just because they don't have any hopes on themselves and try to get their self-esteem up by making others feel bad, and you're not one to do that.

    You're a gentle person, and as a friend, I hope everything goes well.
    Oh, about your singing lessons... talk to your parents. Maybe give up on some things you don't want that much or show your parents you deserve it.

    AND SRSLY, YOUR DRAWING ARE PRO FOR GOD'S SAKE.
    /shot
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    Posted 10-06-2008 at 02:28 PM by Haiko Haiko is offline
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