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No more gaming, it just has to start today.

Posted 06-06-2011 at 03:09 PM by Blizt
Updated 06-06-2011 at 03:12 PM by Blizt
I'm uninstalling/removing every games on my computer as I type this, including the setup files for each of them too.

I'm feeling really painful right now, and there's an urge inside me wishing to stop this whole thing, or at least leave just a few games instead of all of them.

But I know I gotta do it, I know myself too well, I'm so lazy that I won't be able to concentrate (or want to be) on things that need to be done with all these games around me.


Looking back at my past, so many times I told myself that I'd work hard and stop gaming to be serious for once, but in the end I still didn't do anything...JUST TALK, NO ACTION, the games are still there, and I still played them when I was suppose to be doing other serious stuff that's actually beneficial to my life.



...I don't know if this time this is really going to work...it's still possible that one day I can't control my urge and download new game again...yub, that's just so me. So pathetic that I wanna punch myself...


There's about 10 games on my computer, though I only played about 3 of them more actively before I do this today.


Well, there goes all of them now...


SDGO, game's that I have played a long times with many collected suits, guess I won't be seeing you guys for awhile...

MapleStory, I recently returned and bought a lot of hax equips and played with 2 real life friends, none of that matters now, all gone...

Cosmic Break, the whopping game that I dumped $500 on it just within a month...(****ing crazy I was), bye bye too...



...Alrighty, all the setup files are deleted too. Their size were all kinda big, big enough to make the download consuming, maybe that will help me cut off the thought of getting games again in the future, heh...


All that left are the bgm and screenshots...nothing else.


Gotta get serious, or at least half-serious...starting today, yeah.

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  1. Sveros's Avatar
    Man good luck on ur rehabitation from gaming.Can so understand how u feel when u dumped 500$ into cb since i dumped 500$ into sd in a month also - -".Still i think its kinda hard to just quit all of a sudden, the urge to play will really be too much to handle right after a while.
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    Posted 06-06-2011 at 06:03 PM by Sveros Sveros is offline
  2. Crimsonred's Avatar
    Wow...
    That has to hurt
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    Posted 06-12-2011 at 07:26 AM by Crimsonred Crimsonred is offline
  3. Mr20090526's Avatar
    so thats why i never see u online anymore..... but 500 bucks within a month is just wow......
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    Posted 06-27-2011 at 09:03 PM by Mr20090526 Mr20090526 is offline
 
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