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Day 3 (Or maybe day 4) of Ville Addiction, After Reflecting On It...

Posted 09-19-2012 at 01:41 PM by Azumarill
Alright.

I have uhh calmed myself... and tried to reflect upon it.
But seriously serious...

I've been feeling super crappy this whole year.
Actually I've been feeling crappy for a long time.
Life has been hard on me and I've been stupid as well...

I love music, and if I go outdoors, I cannot go without having my iPod.
But at the same time, when i earnestly listen to songs that I truly love. There is this sudden sadness of past experience and old memories. Sometimes I feel it so strong it makes me cry. And I have avoided to listen to the songs because of it. I've held it back for so long that I almost forgot about it.

But once I listen to the songs and really concentrate, it is like a flood of feelings drowning me. >.<
Everything I've tried to put behind. Things I've tried to ignore.
They return.
And I realize things I didn't realize before.
It happened this time. (After watching that uhhh acoustic performance by Ville)
And he sings so beautifully with a strong passion and such charisma it inspires me.

So suddenly he turned really good looking. Yeah... that's probably how it all happened... x.x
But then, he was good looking to begin with. I've been listening to HIM since I was 14. I turned 21 yesterday... so it took me frickin' 7 years to notice it. x.x

Like seriously?!

But well. Yeah.
After reflecting and analyzing upon this I've calmed down and back into my senses ALMOST. :3

I'm going to make a list of my favorite HIM songs!
Yes I LOVE making lists. x.x


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