I love Super Metroid.

Metroid and Metal Gear Solid are probably my top two favorite videogame series.

I haven't played Super Metroid in about two years actually, so I thought I'd make a new save file and replay it. But this time, I will record myself playing through the game for fun.

I'm not mainly playing to entertain people, but it is mostly just to amuse myself.

With that said...

Sorry for the...
bad quality...

Well for the past few days I've been bothering Alex on FB/Skype wanting to talk to him... and I feel I'm REALLY on the line of ''obsession'' since the 29th is coming (Gay RVA/Richmond Pride where he gets to come over!!!). Damn anxiety, and I have homework/online quizzes/projects to think about >_<; I can't believe I'm placing so much time for a boy... even though he's the only gay guy that would gladly __ me if given the opportunity and that we came from the same high school so that should...

I can't but think this way, no matter how selfish and insensitive it might seem. I just feel like you're stringing yourself a long this bad stream of events.


So my roommate has had this girlfriend for 2 years now, and they broke up a couple weeks ago. They patched things together pretty quick, and he thinks that it'll all get better soon and that they'll be back together soon. He didn't really explicitly say it, but the vibe is definitely there. He stays up until 2-3 in the...

Last night I had a dream Jorge was murdered.

I saw myself crying with his mom yelling out loud, "Why..WHY does it have to be him?"
I woke up with tears and called him, he answered on the second ring.

He was fine, alive.

Today I realize how much my buddy ment to me then ever before.

Had a breakdown of tears after looking up my MATLAB grade. I'm just getting worse (currently have an 85%, I read the steps and look at the book and still miss a few important concepts). I know I've been past blogs before about what my thoughts on GPA were... I really am split. I like to relax at a steady pace, but the guilt/shame/expectation also pulls me on the other end. I know my parents wanted me to strive to the top, but I know in my heart that... well it just isn't me. I don't even know what...