On the inside is what I mean. I'll explain...

Dorm life: well it's new. Constant fire alarms the first 3 weeks. The worst case was a 1:30 AM, where in the end a SHOOTING took place a few blocks away (we all heard the gun shots and ran back into the building!!!!). Room mate and I don't talk much, oh well we're both on our computers. Don't think I could communicate with him well... He's nice though and would rather have privacy.

Classes (warning, for I'll also list if...

I can't put them in a specific order... too difficult.
This is HARD, because it would be weird if I listed a whole album... x.x
BUT WHO CARES!

I love every single song from the album Love Metal (2003... that YEAR must be the BEST year EVER)

Buried Alive By Love
The Funeral Of Hearts
Beyond Redemption
Sweet Pandemonium
Soul On Fire
The Sacrament
This Fortress Of Tears
Circle Of Fear
Endless Dark...

Alright.

I have uhh calmed myself... and tried to reflect upon it.
But seriously serious...

I've been feeling super crappy this whole year.
Actually I've been feeling crappy for a long time.
Life has been hard on me and I've been stupid as well...

I love music, and if I go outdoors, I cannot go without having my iPod.
But at the same time, when i earnestly listen to songs that I truly love. There is this sudden sadness of...