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It is almost amazing how much of a hypocrite you are..
How can you get angry at someone when you have to wait for only 5 minutes? You go into a ranting, swearing rage over 5 minutes of uncontrollable lateness but you turn around and make the same person wait for 10 or 20 minutes for you to leave a party?
How can you get angry at someone for not answering their phone one time because it's not near them. But when That same person is in need you NEVER answer your phone?
And then you thrust another thing upon that person unexpectedly without batting an eye.

I am so ANGRY to the point of tears right now, and I hate it. And I hate even more I can't say a thing about it. Not only is it shallow to do the same thing to you, so I won't, but I can't because your anger scares the hell out of me. I have a fear of anger because of you. I can probably say that I avoid conflict/ take so much crap from people because of you. I've hurt myself because of you..

I really, really don't like you.

Don't be surprised when your daughter leaves you because of the way you act; because of the way you are. Pushing your high, selfish expectations on her, then getting angry when she can't fulfil them is mean.


-Also, before we got out of the car I said she is sick and sleeping and to please be quiet.. Why do you insist on talking so loudly?! Both of you!

God! Why am I still here? Why do I still put up with this SHIT? I don't deserve this..